Wednesday, February 22, 2006

This is the End

Beautiful Friends, the end is here. Today is my last day of work at NMCF (South Africa).

I will leave Thursday morning for Mozambique, where I will dive in the Indian Ocean.

I return Sunday evening and have one week in Johannesburg as a lady who lunches.


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

This Ain't No European Vacation


For a political junkie, Victoria Falls is not the place to go to get a reading on the situation in Zimbabwe. As a single female traveller, it's the only place I felt comfortable travelling in Zim by myself.

With just over three weeks left in Africa, I decided that my chances of travelling throughout Zim were limited, so I booked a ticket and a hostel in Victoria Falls, flying out on Friday morning.

Flying into the area, I was struck by the colour below (the photo above is not mine, and was likely taken in the winter). From the air, Northern Zimbabwe appears to be covered in moss during the rainy season. The whole area is a green-yellow colour I have never seen before. From the Zambezi River, both on a cruise Friday night and white water rafting Saturday, I saw that Zimbabwe, after more than a month of rain, is noticeably lush. The scenery is beautiful.

At some point, property along this patch of the Zambezi (both in Zim and neighbouring Zambia) must have been valuable. Houses on properties with a view of the river were massive. Many of them looked like a home one would find in the rich Northern suburbs of Johannesburg. But they are now run-down. The paint is old, shingles are missing, broken windows have not been repaired. Zimbabwe is in shambles and whatever worth these properties once had has vanished.

The town of Victoria Falls, Zimbabwe tries to make money by charging in American Dollars. It is expensive to be in Vic Falls. Seeing the prices on the internet before my departure, I imagined the town to have a tourist infrastructure. There isn't. There is one strip mall in the centre of town, with a shoe store (Bata in fact), a clothing store, a Wimpy burger restaurant, a petrol station, and a Spar grocery store. Down the main street from this mall is the post office and a bank. There are a few adventure companies on a side street. A tourist strip has several curio shops and Mamma Africa's (an African restaurant for tourists). But the town lacks the cute tourist touches I had hoped for.

I quickly realized I was definitely on an African vacation. In the residential area of town, I saw baboons walking through the streets. Buffalo walk freely through town. The bugs in my bathroom and bedroom were HUGE. The bathroom itself was a semi-outdoor affair with only a half wall and a thatch roof. At the Victoria Falls International Airport, the electricity flicked off and on. There is no place to draw international currency. Credit cards are not accepted anywhere in Vic Falls.

The town is safe enough to walk in. It was so nice to walk everywhere I went. My hostel was in the residential area, so it was a 20 minute walk to town, and 30 minutes to the Falls. Every time I left the hostel and started walking, one of the locals would walk with me. They asked me about Canada, if I liked their town. They were very concerned by my bright red/purple legs after I earned a nasty sunburn during the white water raft. Everyone wanted a pen pal. One boy (whose name was Lester and appeared to be in his late teens) asked me why white women liked black men with dread-locks. I didn't know how to answer the question, so I said it was because of Lenny Kravitz.

I took a cab home from dinner on Friday night. My cab driver spoke high English, and I would imagine he has a better education than I do. When we drove by the petrol station, I asked him how much gas was selling for at present. He said that they haven't had petrol in Vic Falls for a long time (the petrol shortages in the country have been happening since 2002). He buys his gas on the black market: either from people who have driven to Botswana and smuggled it back, or by driving to Botswana himself. It's about 150km there and back to buy petrol. Because of the distance, and because the government charges a fee for Zimbabweans to drive back into Zim, driving a car is expensive in Zim.

I asked this cab driver about Robert Mugabe, the president of Zimbabwe. I knew it was dangerous to discuss Mugabe in a negative light in Zimbabwe, so I didn't ask the questions I really wanted to. Instead, I asked if Mugabe was married. The cab driver smiled and said that Mugabe's first wife had died and he married a much younger woman. "MUCH younger," he repeated with a chuckle.

After white water rafting, I went for a beer with one of the guides: Dubs. We were at Mamma Africa's, where the beer was too expensive but the atmosphere was great. Feeling a bit more brave than the previous night, I asked Dubs what he thought of the MDC (the Movement for Democratic Change, the only notable opposition to the president's ZANU-PF party]. Dubs said that he thought Tsvangari (the leader of MDC) was a cheater and that the country would never vote him into power. "He is not an alternative, because we can not trust him."

I asked what made Tsvangari a cheater. Apparently, the last time Tsvangari crossed the border from Vic Falls into Zambia, he used fake identification. I asked if this could be the result of the treason charges against him (attempting to imply that Mugabe has created a situation in which Tsvangari cannot move freely). Dubs said he had never heard of any treason charges. I pressed him again. "The trial. When Tsvangari was accused of plotting to assassinate Mugabe?" Nope, nothing. Dubs had never heard of this. I don't know if he believed me that it had happened.

"Why are you interested in Zim politics," he asked me. "There are no politics here. Our neighbours have politics, they have war. Here, we have none of that."

I asked if the petrol crisis could not be considered politics. He mumbled his accord, but I could see the conversation was over.

I can't decide what has been covered up in the media (the state has tight control on the national media). Many people that I spoke to, when they heard that I lived in South Africa, they were appalled. "But there is so much crime! Why would you want to live there?" It seems like in Vic Falls, far away from Operation Murambatsvina (Operation "Clear the Filth") in Harare, the people seem content with the status quo. They seem to think that Mugabe is alright and that their country is doing well in light of the situations north of them.

Then again, they could just have been afraid to say what they really thought of Mugabe.

Standing in front of the incomprehensible beauty and power of Victoria Falls on Sunday, I could also imagine that nothing seems significant to locals in light of this abundant creation. With the falls ahead of me and strip of rain forest behind me, I was powerless to do anything but weep. The mist rising off the falls danced in circles and shimmered. It was magic. It collected above and fell back down to earth in big drops of rain. Soaking wet and crying, I walked the length of these falls, breaking through the rain forest every now and again to get another look at the roaring wonder. The entire length of the falls is 1600m. They go on forever and are difficult to understand. In the middle of Southern Africa, how can this just exist? The Victoria Falls are so expansive; being unable to put them into a single view of one's camera makes them difficult to accept.

The falls stretch from Zimbabwe and into Zambia. They flow through a gorge (190m from top to the water) and the Zambezi continues along with Zambia on the left and Zimbabwe on the right. David Livingtonse was the first European to discover the falls in 1855.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

International Santa of the Year


Christmas revisited

I didn't think much of sending out my Christmas card. I never dreamed that anyone would have thought that I was in fact, rubbing shoulders with Madiba.

As it turned out, some of you did.

Just to clarify, Nelson Rolihlahla Mandela did not dress up in a Santa suit to wish me a Merry Christmas. Sorry for the confusion!

This statue stands in the boardroom of the NMCF offices. My first week here, I walked by the boardroom and caught sight of it out of the corner of my eye. I stopped in my tracks, certain that Madiba was standing in our office. When I poked my head in the door, I realized it was a statue.

I walked to the statue and was overcome by the look on his face. I was overcome by that smile Madiba always seems to have. I stood in front of the statue crying.

I have recently learned the statue was given to Mandela by the Premier of Greenland, Mr. Lars Emil Johansen, in 1995. Then President, Mandela was the first ever recipient of the "International Santa of the Year" award by the Santa Clause of Greenland Foundation. He was given the award for his concern for children. Madiba donated the $100,000 cash award to the Children's Fund.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Words are Powerful Tools

I have just published one of many posts that have been sitting as a draft, awaiting my attention.

"The New South African Struggle", about my first visit to Jane Furse, can be found by clicking on the link for November 2005 on the right-hand side bar. It is dated November 1, 2005, so you will have to scroll to the bottom of November's page to find it.

While I have not been explicit, this post deals with rape (and in particular child rape) in South Africa. Unfortunately, the instances of rape in this part of the world are particularly high. I have been confronted with it more often than I would have liked, not only on the job but as a visitor both in South Africa and Zimbabwe. Often, I've been frustrated to be without any real recourse.

Obviously, rape is a global problem that demands international attention.

Because I believe that words are powerful tools, I have posted the few that I wrote in November in an effort to shed just a bit more light onto the issue. And I encourage you to read more. Find out what's going on and what can be done about it. Human Rights Watch maintains a wealth of information on the issue of sexual violence (you can link to their information here). Or check out the Canadian white ribbon campaign's website here (where you can link to global white ribbon campaign sites).

Friday, February 03, 2006

Apparently, I'm a "Nice Lady"


Dizzy has been out of town on business since Wednesday, so I've been in the charge of Mr. David Milne.

Our days start at an early 6am and revolve around breakfast and dinner, homework and driving to and from school. It's the school part that is stressful; if I am not at the school by 5:30 to fetch David, he is left on side of the road outside the school. This is a far greater incentive to fetch your child on time in South Africa than the threat of extra fees.

As such, I leave work particularly early to make sure I don't get caught in the traffic and miss the 5:30 deadline.

Tonight, I'm fetching him and his friend Michael who is staying the night. We're going to make pizzas from scratch, putting on our own toppings. This seems rather novel to the two of them.

With this culture of maids, gardeners and cooks (in the Northern suburbs), the children are quite different here than those I knew in Canada, so many of my experiences with David seem novel to the kid. The Northern suburbs has created generations of children who don't have to help around the house. The constant fight to clean one's room just doesn't happen here; that is what the maid is for. Even simple things like putting the oatmeal dish into the sink is a novelty for David who could always just leave it on the table (before Jana took over), b/c the maid would take care of it. When I asked him to feed his cats while I packed his lunch today, he didn't know where the cat food was.

It's a different balance for these kids. They don't have any responsibilities around the house and they can't have any freedom outside of the house: they can't walk to school or the store, they can't play with their friends in the neighbourhood, coming home only when the street lights come on. They are more sheltered because they have to be. As such, they seem to have little perspective on the world around them. When David complained to me about not having as many Play Station games as the other kids, I couldn't help but point out that most kids in this country don't even have a TV, let alone a play station and games. I don't think anyone has ever made this sort of statement to David, and I was worried about how he would process the comment.

He told me later that I was a "nice lady", and that it was nice to talk to me. Maybe he appreciates the different perspective. When he discovered I worked for NMCF, he was rather impressed. "This is why you know about kids, right?" he asked me. He asked if I was "like a teacher". I told him that I worked with volunteers who cared for children who didn't have a mommy and a daddy. I explained that I made sure that even orphaned children had someone who made sure their homework was done, their teeth were cleaned and that they had food in their tummies and clothes to wear to school.

I wonder what David will remember about this trip. His memories of me from the previous two are few (he was two the first time and only 'remembers' what he's seen in photos, and the last time he was five, and remembers swimming with me). I wonder if he will remember me as that mean old lady who made him feed the cats or as that strange Canadian lady who made him oatmeal in the mornings.

In some ways, Aunt Lynda's comment is correct -- the longer I stay here, the more difficult it is for me to go home. But at the end of the day, I know that I want to raise my children in a Canadian environment where they can have the personal freedoms and clean-your-room fights I had growing up. I want them to play in the snow in the winter and in the sprinkler in the summer. I want their curfew to be the first street light.